my to do list in next year:

Learn how to play guitar..it's a must,i'll took a lesson for it.

empty room,almost one o'clock ante meridiem
still listening to Marit Larsen, love her soo much :)

dear holiday
please don't go too soon..
it's never enough to feel you.
I don't know how my monday would be
still can figure it out, well..can i say..don't think!!
just do it like "Nike" said..
huff
:(

jam dua belas sebelas malam
rintik rintik diluar
feeling unwell
listening Marit Larsen - if a song could get me you
sepulang dari nonton friday nite jazz with some old friends

well, now here i'am
looking my notes that i posted in june..
hmm,realizing it is beautifull to feel fallin in love
is it?

do you remember this :

SATURDAY, JUNE 27, 2009

karena kamu lebih dari itu

sebagian orang ada yang menyebutnya sebagai "anugrah"
atau ada lagi yang bilang "hadiah terindah"
tetapi tidak dengan aku..
karena kamu lebih dari sekedar anugerah atau kado terindah
kamu adalah hidup ku,
alasan aku senyum setiap bangun pagi
udara agar aku bisa terus bernapas
salju di gurun sahara
atau tetes hujan di musim kemarau
dan akan terus seperti itu


*sayang kamu selalu
DIPOSKAN OLEH ANGGITHA REVIANA DI 7:30 PM 0 KOMENTAR


huuuaaaahhhh...
dan masih banyak lagi tulisan tentang nya
posted and unposted
in my blog
in my diary
in my agenda
in a piece of paper when i'm waiting his coming
anywhere..
anytime..

hmmm
now,
asking this question to myself
"what if.. what if he's just not that in to me??"

mau kemana yahh besok?
libur panjang tapi gak punya rencana..
huff

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down, Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much...
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke, Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show

by Lenka - The show



I'm just a little bit caught in the middle, Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I still don't know why...

hey you..
yeah you..

seems to be you're offline in my yahoo messenger all the time..
or is it you that want it to be offline, so i can't see u.
just wondering how are you now?
hope u were fine, and have a happy life..
just miss our chat actually..
talking silly things,
and how the world it goes..

see u when i see u

kata dia
" buat apa, nangisin hal yang gak penting.."

about the prophecy, well..that's not what i'm crying for..
the picture about that i'm gonna loosing you that's what i'm thinking of..
only by imagining it, i can see how fragile i am without you
*sigh..i hate when i have this feeling..



*you know who you are,and if you have read about this, you're damn so close about what i feel rite now..

and i would runaway..runaway..

convince me that what I've been doing rite now is right!!

been looking ariel peterpan di "trans bisa"
Somehow, he's kinda interesting tonite...
Jadi gemeesh :)
gak biasanya saya suka dengan cowo2 vokalis macam ariel yg kadang suka sok kegantengan... Hehe..

Terkadang saya pikir hidup akan lebih mudah ketika kita tidak punya apa2, dibandingkan dengan memiliki semuanya tapi hampa. Sebenernya apa yang kita kejar saat kita hidup? kebahagiaan? kekuasaan? kekayaan? kesuksesan? semua itu semu..dan seperti pelajaran sejarah jaman dulu "gak ada yang abadi di dunia ini, selain perubahan"

Lalu, di perjalanan pulang tadi..saya sempat berpikir.. setiap hari saya bangun pagi, menghadapi jalanan yang sama, mata yang masih ngantuk, rutinitas yang sama, mengerjakan semua tugas, perintah, makian, tekanan, dan pulang larut malam dengan badan lelah, pikiran penuh, dan menghadapi jalanan kembali yang penuh dengan orang2 yang ingin cepat sampai rumah..huff..is it life that i want to be?

Bukan saya tidak bersyukur dengan apa yang sudah saya dapatkan sekarang ini, hanya mungkin saya sedang jenuh dengan kehidupan,penat dengan orang orang munafik dan manusia bermuka dua,bosan mendengar pertanyaan yang saya pun belum tahu jawabannya... dan kalau nanti kalian menanyakan "buat apa saya cape2 mau melakukan ini semua?" hanya satu jawaban saya "UNTUK KEHIDUPAN YANG LEBIH BAIK"


*ketika waktu terus berjalan, umur yang semakin bertambah, dan diri yang tak lelah untuk terus mengejar impian dan menunggu saat itu.

miss you sis..

been watching this movie "Public Enemy"
and there's one sentences that i can't forget
when John Dillinger said to his girlfriend, Billie Frenchette...

" you ain't going nowhere..you hear me..
I'm gonna die an old man in your arms..coz we're too good for them
they ain't tough enough, smart enough or fast enough
I hit any bank i want anytime, they got to be at every bank all the time
That's why we're on top of the world
Ain't no body lay glove on us
I ain't going nowhere..neither are you
...
what do you say about that.."

that guy deserve to have a kiss..
definitely

"WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE?!?"

listening to
use somebody by pixie lott

lagi sukaaaa banget sama lagu ini..diulang ulang terus
tiap bangun pagi
tiap mau tidur
di bus
dimana pun...

please stop asking me about the "when" question!!!

please keep surprising me..
i love spontaneous..

*karena kadang ketidak beraturan bisa juga jadi indah

needed some inspiration..
help me, i'am death..have no idea..or brain rite now..